Ryan and I are discussing what we can expect out of each other for when we go out. We've told each other that we like each other... A LOT. But, he wants to wait maybe a week or two more to make sure he's completely over Chelsea and I'm completely over TJ. I can understand that.
Here's our convo on MSN so far:
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:anywayz lets talk about goin out...
i'm crazy like that says:ok
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ok...
i'm crazy like that says:.... like what about it?
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:uuhh
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i want to ask you some stuff be4 we start goin out
i'm crazy like that says:ok
i'm crazy like that says:go ahead ask
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:alright if you are expecting like a guy that wants to screw and all that stuff im not that kind of guy i mean i joke around about that kind of stuff but im never gonna do it til im married
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol
i'm crazy like that says:ok. same here. i just like to tease people about it
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ya me too
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:well thats good
i'm crazy like that says:i've never had sex and i've never been close
i'm crazy like that says:i'm not as slutty as every1 thinks
i'm crazy like that says:so, don't worry
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:well good
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:cuz i like you like that
i'm crazy like that says:good
i'm crazy like that says:i hate when all guys want is sex
i'm crazy like that says:ok, anymore questions?
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:well theres one thing i have to clear up with you
i'm crazy like that says:ok
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ok i didnt clear this up with the last girl and it kind of caused problems between me and her but anywayz...you know how im in a band right?
i'm crazy like that says:ya
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:well each one of us in our band are totally focused on becoming big and famous and rockstars
i'm crazy like that says:ya i know
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:its not like some of the other bands around hear who just play for fun
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:each one of us in our band have that dream of playing in front of millions of people and changing peoples live with our music
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:and if we go out i have to make sure that you know that the band and you are equal...you guys are both on the same level in my life
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:and if any girl ever gets in the way of my band i would push them away
i'm crazy like that says:i know. don't worry. i'm not one of those girls who say whine and say that we don't get to spend enough time with each other and stuff
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:so im asking if you can just be supportive to the band while were goin out
i'm crazy like that says:sure
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:when we go out*
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:is that cool with you?
i'm crazy like that says:ok, no prob
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i mean are you gonna come to the shows and stuff
i'm crazy like that says:ya if u want
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:hell ya i want you too
i'm crazy like that says:ok
i'm crazy like that says:there's something i want to clear up with u too
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ya
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:whats that
i'm crazy like that says:well, my friends are very important to me and no guy comes in between me and heather. EVER.
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i got ya..
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i like heather
i'm crazy like that says:ok good
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i just dont really like some of your other friends
i'm crazy like that says:b/c i've had guys in the past try to come between me and her and it almost ruined our friendship.
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:like amber A.
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ya
i'm crazy like that says:ya. well, she's just there.
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:theres no way i would do that
i'm crazy like that says:she's not much of a friend
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:ya
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i agree
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:she thinks your her BEST FRIEND though
i'm crazy like that says:no i'm not
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:haha
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:good
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:cuz i have never liked her
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:at all
i'm crazy like that says:lol
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:i strongly hate her
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:im sorry but i do
i'm crazy like that says:lol
i'm crazy like that says:ya, she can get annoying
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:she just plain is annoying
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:hehe
i'm crazy like that says:ya ur right
i'm crazy like that says:oh, btw, i'm not the jealous type, either. i've had boyfriends in the past that were so jealous if i talked to a guy.
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol i wont get mad if you talk to a guy but if you do anything with him (hint hint) i will be very jealous
i'm crazy like that says:i don't do that
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:good good
i'm crazy like that says:i've NEVER cheated on a guy
i'm crazy like that says:and i don't plan on it
i'm crazy like that says:it's just wrong
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:you rock
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol
i'm crazy like that says:ya
i'm crazy like that says:*yay
i'm crazy like that says:just like my eyes, right
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:yes
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:thats cool that we both like each others eyes
And now we're just talking about our friends and stuff and what bands he likes and everything.
He says we have a lot in common. Here's something else we said:
i'm crazy like that says:oh, there's something else
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:oh great
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:lol j/k
i'm crazy like that says:don't be the type to say "i love you" after only a week because i just might laugh at u
i'm crazy like that says:because that's how some guys are, and i don't say things like that unless i mean it
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...you know me megan i hate love and i will hate it until i am like ready for real love
i'm crazy like that says:ok good
$-(:*RYAN* -$ says:and i definately dont say it unless i mean it and if i do mean i will defiantely say it
i'm crazy like that says:ok
Well, I have to go.
Love,
Megan